I wish I could actually do that.

Yeah. Sorry I didn't write in you...

Dear Blog,

How are you doing? I'm sorry for neglecting you for so long. It's not that I don't like you. I do. It's just with school and what life I have has been getting in the way. I know, it doesn't take long to write the entries I do into you, but... There have been excuses. From already being in bed when remembering to write, or even to just ... well, not having any motivation to do so. I am sorry about that! That does not mean I don't like you, though.

My life currently...

What can I say? I have started to drink alcohol since I've been here at school. I've got sick once from it (at which I say, heyho, no whiskey). Even though I have started drinking, that doesn't mean I'm on my way to becoming an alcoholic. It's just something to do. Which I know is an incredibly LAME excuse, but .. it's kind of true. Yeah.

I had a fight with my roommate last night. First it was about my napping habits that didn't allow her to have sex, and then it morphed into some of her habits that I am concerned about. It had tears, uncomfortable moments, and a few hugs at the end. That does not mean we're back to normal, though. We're at this awkward stage right now. It's just... not very fun.

I made a new best friend! While she doesn't even come close to Leah, it's still rather nice. While I don't feel like I can just gabgabgab to her, it's okay. She listened to me last night, and she's such a nice companion when I'm at school. I'm so very happy she's in my life.

I like someone right now. I'm not going much further into this, because I know Leah knows what she needs to know about this subject. I'll just say I'm not happy liking this person, the majority of my time.

I've been listening to more music lately. Sadly, I haven't been reading as much. I haven't been buying a few much, either. Mostly because I can't afford books at Coles, the bookstore in the mall here, but also because I can't really afford to buy a lot of books! That being said, it doesn't stop me completely. A few days ago, I bought She Went All The Day, Ready or Not and Stardust. I am pretty excited to read Stardust and reread Ready or Not. I want some cute David moments in my life!

I got a haircut last week... Yeah? Yeah. At first I was really happy about it, but the emotions slowly morphed to NOT HAPPY. Of course, it changed back to meh. So.. We'll see how that all turns out.

I had some tortellini pasta stuff for supper tonight. It was okay, but it wasn't the best. Wow. Cafeteria food. What can I say about you? (I'm sort of excited to be able to eat at home in a few weeks.)

I currently don't feel very good. I think I need to have a shower, and morph into pajama time with some Lord of the Rings thrown in. Or even some Chuck! I feel I should watch Lord of the Rings, because I need to return them to my friend. But at the same time, I need to catch up to Chuck! It's some confusion. Hm.

Anyway, I'll talk to you later, blog.

- Possum

After careful consideration, my favorite tv show is...

Hello!

I had a midterm today. I think I did okay, but it was mostly because I made up my answers as I went along. Oh thank you P.A.S.S...

I had three meals. French toast. Chicken. Veggie burger.

I've got cramps. But I've been taking motrin, so the pain isn't that bad.

It snowed today.

Day 03 -

A picture of the cast from your favorite show

- Possum

I bought stuff todayyyy

I went to the mall this evening, where I actually spent money. I bought myself nail polish, a necklace, some sesame snacks, a book and another thing. It was kind of cool. I also bought a coffee this afternoon. However, it was french vanilla, because I can't just drink coffee straight up. I hope this doesn't become a habit where I drink coffee to keep myself up. That was my promise to myself: Don't become addicted to coffee!

YES.

I had two tests today. A French test I'm PRETTY MUCH I failed, and an English test I think I did pretty good on. It's good.

On to the project:

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

~

It's me and my sister! We've been close forever and ever!

- Possum

Well, I've been failing

WOW.

It's been a bit of a week or so since I last wrote a blog post. However, since it is my own resolution to blog everyday in 2010, I say that this is okay. I am just going to have to make up for it in the next few months. Which I will, of cours

e. Because I've come this far in the year with blogging, and I say it's been going semi-okay. I can't say my blog posts are actually stellar, but I say that's okay. Yes, it's okay. Okay.

Anyway, I wanted to do a challenge for 30 days. It's one of those picture challenges where you post a picture for that given day thing. You know what I mean? Example: (Which is essentially my project.)

1. Day 01- A picture of you with 15 facts
2. Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
3. Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
4. Day 04 - A picture of your night
5. Day 05 - A picture of an old memory
6. Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
7. Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item
8. Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh
9. Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
10. Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
11. Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
12. Day 12 - A picture of something you love
13. Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
14. Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
15. Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
16. Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
17. Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
18. Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
19. Day 19 - A picture and a letter
20. Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
21. Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
22. Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
23. Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
24. Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
25. Day 25 - A picture of your day
26. Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
27. Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
28. Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraidof
29. Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
30. Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

YEAH.! I think this will be fun. So away we go!

Day One: Post a picture of you with 15 facts.

Doodododododo. *takes picture*

There you go. Now.. 15 facts.

1. I've got a bit of a crush on Alex Carpenter. But as my friend Jaitee said, "who doesn't?" So... Yeah. My crushes aren't unique. I think of my love passion that I have for Micah T's voice right now.

2. Instead of taking each step on the stairs I have to go up every morning, I think of going up the stairs in flights. "I'm down one! Five more to go!" It makes it a bit easier to chug up `em.

3. I don't know where I want to go to school just yet for university, but I know it won't be at the university in my city. As much as I like being near my family, I think being somewhat independent works. However, that might change in the next few years.

4. Ever since my summer job, I find cleaning not as bad. I was finally using my all-purpose cleaner this evening to clean my sink area. Unfortunately, it still hasn't turned me on to doing the dishes.

5. My tongue is feeling weird from the coffee I had last night. I hate when you burn your tongue on hot beverages.

6. I'm going to a "party" on Friday evening for awhile. Apparently rumour has it that I will be drinking. The rumour is amongst only three people, so it's not that bad. But I really do hate rumours in general: There was one about me in grade nine. SO STUPID. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT AT FIRST.

7. I really dislike 98% of the friends I had in high school. Pretty much to the point where I want to delete them off Facebook. Yes. I think I might take the plunge and delete Amber finally.

8. I'm making my shopping list for tomorrow, and it only has two things on there so far: "Cheese (if on sale) and "soup (canned)". Wow. I think I'll get my eyebrows waxed tomorrow IF POSSIBLE. I don't know how that will work out.

9. I like watching 8 Simple Rules. I used to watch it awhile ago, so it's nice to laugh and see the majority of episodes I've missed.

10. I really like the computer class that I'm taking. It's weird, because everyone else seems to hate it.

11. I hate people that bring me down 50% of the time. Seriously. Just don't.

12. I honestly have to do my laundry sometime in the next few days. It's more than three weeks old, that pile. *turns to look at it.* *shudders*

13. I like having my showers in the evening.

14. I won a $25 gift card to the bookstore in my school, and a $25 gift certificate to the place where I pretty much eat supper every night. Whoohoo? Forsure.

15. I watch Glee when it's on tv. And Video on Trial. Yay?

- Possum

backtoschooooool

I'm leaving home tonight! SAD! But, it'll be okay to go back to school. I get to watch the second season of Chuck, and Glee on the computer! Right now I'm just charging my ipod so I can listen to Smart Mouths when I'm on the bus.

YEAH.

I'm bringing my playstation with me.
Whoohoo!

SONIC TIMES AHEAD!

- Possum

"It's not professional to sleep with your clients!" "Maybe it just happens in big cities" #conversationsthathappen

I watched Chuck today. It was a delicious time of good laughs and hanging with me cat.

She's so pregnant. It's kind of like !

Yeah.

We're having our Thanksgiving dinner tomorrow. I'm pretty excited, because it's going to be delicious. YES. It's true! I get to eat some food. Yeah? Exciting. Indeed. And it's not just food, but GOOD food! TRULY! None of this caf business. WHOOHHOO!

Oh the little things that make me happy.

- Possum

Wow. I really have been failing.

I'm at home right now. I will be at home until Tuesday. This makes me extremely pleased.

But I'm pulling a Leah and going to go watch Chuck now.

So... I'll talk later.

P.S: I missed my first class ever (SAD!!11) and well, not cool. But, I'm glad to be home. Yeah! I was getting homesick and such. Sad. I don't want Tuesday to come. Sadfaceinsertedhere.

- Possum

I've been slacking! ROUTINE! IT NEEDS TO COME.

WELL.

I got 100% on my psychology test I took last Thursday! I am EXTREMELY proud of this mark! It's like, success in my brain right now! YES. Unfortunately, I'm going to be missing my next two psychology marks due to my home time thing, but I don't particularly mind. My buddy will be picking up the work, and it'll be nice. YES.

I'm still dreading getting my biology test back. I have absolutely no confidence with that thing. Gah! STUPID BIOLOGY. At least the unit I'm doing right now is okay, due to I already LEARNED MOST OF IT LAST YEAR. Zoooooo.

I wish I was good at science.

I bought someone in residence some pudding for her birthday. It's today, so I was like, she likes pudding! I am going to buy it for her! AND SO I DID. I get to deliver it to her tonight. I was going to give it to her last night (aka: midnight) but she was all, tomorrow ! So. That's that. It's not a MAJOR gift, but what the heck do you expect from a college student on a budget?! EXACTLY.

Tonight, I get to eat in the caf. It'll be good. I don't know if that's true, but eh. Last night I went out for dinner, and I got something that my mom makes at home--it wasn't the same. Yucky!

Anyway, dftba!

- Possum

i'm getting my evening started.

I plan on watching Ella Enchanted tonight and eat some popcorn. I also plan on making some ramen noodles. Yes, I am making full use of my microwave tonight! It's going to be awesome. Truly. Right now, I listen to my roommate sing along to Shania Twain (which I don't mind) and drink. It works. I just gotta wait so that once she leaves, I can be all, WHOHOHO! I'm changing back into my sweatpants.

I just did.

We call this blog magic.

=)

- Possum

quick update

It's Friday night, and I'm hanging around!

YES.

Today I had one class. I was hoping it'd be cancelled, but it wasn't. Fortunately, it wasn't even that bad. Yeah. I also took a nap, had a shower, hanged around and .. continued to hang around. Whoohoo? EXACTLY.

- Possum

Testest.

I bought my ticket home! Well, I didn't, but my mom did. And I am so very happy to be able to go home next weekend. =)

The internet wasn't working this evening when I woke up from my nap, and it WASN'T COOL! Seriously.

I had my psychology test. I think I did somewhat good? I had another study group thing, and it was good. It actually worked, because when I was doing my test, I was like, oh... Although some of the questions were clearly from the study guide cd I was using. I was like, good thing I studied that! But I should've went more IN DEPTH with them. But. Since I now know how to do it, that's what I'll do for tests. The study guide.

Although on the test, there was one question that I was REALLY UNCERTAIN ABOUT. Not because I didn't KNOW the answer, but because how it was worded. It was for the four goals of psychology. HOWEVER, they weren't in order! And some teachers actually take that as a way to TAKE OFF MARKS (I found) if you said it was true, when it was false due to the order thing. but. I asked her, and she said the order didn't count.

So. That was nice.

Yes.

Another nice day.

- Possum

I am happy!

I get to go home for Thanksgiving! At first it wasn't like, a FORSURE thing, but I just talked to my parents, and I am going home!! I have to take the bus, but I'm riding with one of my buddies from school, so it won't be that bad. I'm excited.! My mom said we can celebrate my birthday at the same time. Yay!

I am incredibly happy. When my dad was like, I don't know... I was all, I WILL TAKE THE GREYHOUND! Yep. He mentioned getting homesick again. Like, when I have to return back. But I was all, it'll be okay. Because it's just sad when I say GOODBYE. But once I'm away, it's alright. I mean, I'm SAD, but I'm okay.

But. When my dad was on the verge of saying no, I almost started to cry. Oh.. YES. He just said to take my budget into consideration. But my mom said she'd reimburse me when I got off the bus. YAY! I am so happy. =)

- Possum

FRENCH... -_-

Hello.

I did study, but not enough. Curses. I have three hours tomorrow to study though, before my biology test. THERE IS TIME. French on the hand, is a different story...

Bonjour - Hello

Salut - Hi/Bye

Sir/Mr - Monsieur

Goodbye - Au revior

See you later - A plus tard

See you soon - A bientot

Have a good evening: Bonne soiree

My name is _______: Je m'appelle _____.

How are you?

comment ca va?

Comment vas-tu?

a va?

Comment allez-vous?

I don't know -Je ne sais pas

So-so: Comme ci comme ca.

Pardon: Pardon

Good evening: Bonsoir

Miss: Mademoiselle

Madam: Madam

See you tomorrow: A demain

Until next time: A la prochaine

Have a good day: Bonne journee

What is your name? Comment t'appelles tu?

Comment vous appellez-vous?

I am fine, thank you: Ca va bion, merci.

Je vais bien, merci.

I don't understand: He ne comprehends pas.

Not bad: Pas mal.

Excuse me: Excusez-moi

THERE.

Yet.. so much more to study. oy

My ears hurt.

I feel sick! But there just isn't a day that would be good to stay out of school, too. I have a (weekly) quiz in computers, and a two hour lecture class where my teacher was all, "don't miss it! It's YOUR choice!" And... It's only until 12:30, which isn't that bad. But the thing is, I can't even SLEEP after that, because I have to study for a biology test on Wednesday. And apparently, I also have a French test on Wednesday, too. When I glance at my schedule for Wednesday, I have French in the morning (which means I must study study study) and two hours of English, where I'll be all ... about my biology test after. That's when I'll study for my biology; I have a three hour break after English and before biology. Yay!

STUPID. I think if I take my medicine, I can study well tomorrow. And I will study. I will read my chapter, make notes, study said notes, recite the stuff, remember the stuff, and work work work. I will also throw in French. I'm not AS WORRIED about French, but it isn't the best thing either. Gah. GAH!

I'm done classes at 12:30 tomorrow. Urrrrgh. I will make this work.

TRULY.

Anyway. I was having a bad evening (after a random bout of levels of excitement), but I talked to my friend, and it was a bit better. It's sucky how my best friend doesn't live here. SADFACE! I think I just need to go home for awhile. Which hopefully, I'll be able to do.

- Possum

Stealing notes from Facebook is weird now because the font is different. And I can hear people being loud in the hallway. Curses! Curses! Curses!

Is there someone you’re attracted to?

Yes. He makes videos on youtube.

Was yesterday/last night enjoyable for you?

It wasn't that bad, but it wasn't THE BEST. I think next weekend will be fun.

Want someone or something you can’t have?

I want health!

Something that happened today that made you angry?

Not really, no.

Is there someone who you’d never thought you’d be friends with, but are now?

Erm.. No. There USED to be a situation like that, but she left from my life.

Is there someone you thought you would never lose, but are gone now?

I don't know. I thought we'd be friends for awhile, but I have a hard time FORGIVING.

Who was the first person you saw this morning?

Alexis.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?

Not really, no. I kind of just want to sleep. I can feel pressure in my head/ears. Um. Ouch.

Are all of your friends in relationships?

I wouldn't say most of them are.

Who is the last friend you saw?

I last saw Alexis when I was going into my room.

Do you have a best friend?

OF COURSE I DO! But sadly, she doesn't live beside me. sadface.

Where were you at 11 pm?

In a room.

Do you believe exes can be friends?

NO. Maybe. Depends.

What color do you want to dye your hair?

PURPLE. Dark purple.

What’s your favorite sad song?

Road Trip by Molly Lewis.

Do you think someone is thinking about you?

I doubt it.

Ever talked on the phone for more than 4 hours?

YEAP.

Are you basically a happy person?

Yes.

Do you and your friends have anything in common?

Hahahahaha. My best friend and I are like SHAZAM.

If you could seek revenge on someone would you?

I don't think so, no.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?

I doubt it.

Does the last person you kissed mean anything to you?

She's my roommate. (And I know that sounds weird, but whatever.)

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?

No.

Last movie you saw in theatre

Toy Story 3.

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

Probably, yes.

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?

I was on the VERGE of tears.

Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?

No.

Could you last in a relationship for over a year?

If the other person was awesome.

Do you have a hard time admitting you’re wrong?

sometimes. it depends.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life?

YEAP.

Do you hate the last person you kissed?

No.

Do you believe that love lasts forever?

It can, yes.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

No. I've been told I have DARK eyes.

Do you think you know the meaning of love?

No. I don't know.

If you took a drug test would you pass it?

Um.. I took motrin. Does that count?

Day been rough?

The morning wasn't so nice due to some general lack of perfect health, but it was okay.

Do you dye your hair?

Sometimes.

When was the last time you saw a cop?

Yesterday evening.

When was the last time you were really confused?

I was a little confused this morning.

How has this week been?

Okay. I think next week will be stressed filled, though.

When you say you don’t care, do you mean it?

Sometimes.

Do you like your life right now?

It's going alright.

Do you know anyone that always overreacts?

I wouldn't say ALWAYS.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?

Me dad's vehicle.

Would you kill a hobo for 100,000,000 dollars?

Honestly, I don't think I'd be able to kill anyone for money. But that's just me.

Who did you last go out to eat with?

Alexis and Alex.

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?

Of course.

When’s the last time you said you were okay, but really weren’t?

Today. I was feeling sick due to my stupid cold!

Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?

I'm the only one that can mess up my life.

Can you read other peoples expressions?

Uhm. Sometimes.

Have you ever stayed in a hotel?

Of course.

When was the last time you laughed really really hard?

I was laughing a BIT this evening due to my roommate laughing.

Can you cook?

Yes.

Last person you hugged?

My rooomamamamate.

Did you nap today?

I DID. I woke up at 9:30 and decided it'd be a good time to take a nap.

What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?

Jeans. I need more sweats.

When is your birthday?

October 5th.

Do you use an alarm clock?

Yes. But only on weekdays!

Did you miss someone today?

I did, I did.

Do you always wear your seat belt?

ALWAYS. Seriously.

Who was the last person to disappoint you?

I don't know, really.

Do you trust people?

Yes.

Your current relationship status?

Single.

Where were you an hour ago?

Hanging around with Alexis and Alex.

Does anyone get on your nerves?

Yes.

Do you have anything written on your hands?

Not anymore.

Are you tired?

Yes.

When’s the last time you talked to your best friend?

TODAY!

Have you ever seen your best friend cry?

I... haven't.

Do you like scary movies?

NO!

Do you want kids when your older?

I think so, yes.

Is there anyone you really want to see right now?

My mom, dad, sister, brother and cat! (And the dogs, too.)

What makes you laugh no matter what?

How I Met Your Mother.

Have you done bad things with your parents near by?

No.

Do you think your future will be a good one?

I control my future, and I think it's going to be good!

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?

I don't think so, no.

Do you laugh at all the wrong times?

It depends.

SLEEEP TIME NOW!

- Possum